Saturday, June 12, 2010

oh god.im still awake currently.jz finished watching bounty hunter that bb bought.its gt 7 movies in 1 cd.wanted to watch dear john bt promised bb last week we'd watch it ova the weekend tog so im savin it for us.well at least when im well enuf.i still dn really recall hw i ended up here when i cud actually walk myself to the polyclinic on that fateful day.

i didnt know that the athsma that i had on me for 7 freaking years is worsening.ive gt ALOT of inflamation goin on inside of me.i did a chest xray yest and jz nw they were scanning my face cuz im diagnose wif sinus and cuz of my severe headaches.ive had all this happening to me on seperate occasions bt yest it all came in a shot.boy was i caught offguard.one thing i learnt frm doctors is they couldn't work in call centres.they were exchanging shifts and THEY STUPIDLY ASKED THE SAME QUESTIONS.one of which was, since when hv u been having athsma.i told 4 freaking doctors and 3 nurses already it was eversince i was 15 and i was on 6 nabs of 15 mins ventolin already! my throat was sore and i was dehydrated.communication breakdown or they hate to share info.u wudnt wanna noe wat else they asked.

i was warded cuz i wasnt improving.ive gt 4 holes thru my veins already. 2 of which came off cuz they did nt seal it properly.its fucking painful to even sleep cuz i cant toss around as and when i like.ive been giving a whole lot of medication and i still do not noe when im going out frm here.hospital food sucks! tasteless vegetarian bee hoon soup for bfast.pls lah.plus im the only patient who cud walk in this ward or even this freaking building.seriuosly.i came dwn for breakfast at arnd 11am and im the only one wearing pink hospital uniform and when i walked around the whole building,im still the only one! if they are goin to put me here longer,im demanding to go home and i will freaking take my own risk.

when i get out frm here,no more constant cold drinks,contrabands,kreteks,season fruits and green chillies okie.i promise.nw god pls let me get better and i will forever be grateful.

gotta rest nw.
nitie nite!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

its been 2 freaking years since i land my hand on blogging. i kinda missed publishing my life stories. its nt as if a lot is gonna read up on this so its almost like a diary for me. life's a bitch lately. suddenly i feel like there is no one to talk to. bb hv been great. supporting me all this while on whatever decision i make. bt sumtimes he's too busy with work.

my job nw is worth quiting. there's no point on staying when my heart is nt with the job. been feeling sucky lately. i really don't know my directions now. its hard to find a job that you love. i missed wrking with truespa where everyone is jz like family until that bitch came around. now it is a mess wz subtle senses taking over. i'm applying for the working visa to commonwealth country. hopefully i'll land a job in uk. have nt broken the news to anyone yet. crossing my fingers if it really happens.

havent been feeling gd today. berak2 lah. i lost too much fluid today bt with the doctr's prescriptions im fine nw. gotta reach work by 7.30 tmrw. i hate the shift. gonna turn in early today.

gt nite world.
be bck with more.
love ya bb.
muacks!

xoxo,
yanah

Monday, January 7, 2008

whoohoo!! finally i haf this time to update my sweet blog...huahahaha..been goin home early but still haven't had the time yet to update..my bro is always invading the comp..things have been goin damn hectic in my life..the shop is unable to open as the food shop license has nt been approved yet..the date of opening is yet to be confirmed n booking have been fixed..n if we cant open on the day the booking is fixed, i have to freakin explain to the customers..thats my JOB..fixing craps done by my 2 bosses..i cant wait tho for the opening..its gonna be damn nice cuz the designing is purely done by me n ben so i hope its good..stress like shit lah but when it forms up..its unique n special in its own way..

i cant take office politics anymore lah ok..i'm getting sick n tired of havin to deal with ur jealousy ok..its nt my fault what happen to u ok so don't come picking on me..doesn't mean jz cause ur older that me u can demand more when u cant even fulfill ur job..ur lucky enuf i'm tolerating ur nonsence n im helping u doin ur job n u wanna freakin talk behind my back..u wanna get my position, go ahead..its nt as if its a million dollar position..take over..if u can handle den i leave it all to u..im sick of leading anyway..u don wanna take instruction frm me den fine..u can haf ur own way..u talked n laugh with me n i almost considered u a fren bt when i heard u go around complainin bout me, i jz had it ok..u may be a really nice fren bt ur jealousy n bein power hungry wont take u anywhere near any1 u can call a fren..nw that u decided nt to leave,work is work..other than that we're nothin..

enuf bout the shop, naz sent me a msg yest..he missed both me n myra..i wonder when we'll have the time to meet cuz of my job n his ns..myra is flexible when it comes to weekends cuz she's gt a 9-5 job so its nt hard on her..haven't arrange meetings with hafyz n the kepeks yet..since he came back from taiwan i haven't been able to meet him..im sorry hafiz..hope ya understand aite..im still here if u nid me ok..

im thankful to be bless with a perfect loving family,n a loving partner..the bond that i haf with him is priceless..no one can make me feel the way he did..no one..nt even close..he's way different from what i met so far..its nt easy to love me..its nt easy to change me..but he'll do whatever it takes to love me n to be with me..i wan him to love me for who i am n he did..i hope we'll make it thru n whatever u dream about will come true 1 day baby..i love u..

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

i spent countdown wif baby on the fon..wes supposed to meet hafyz there at woodlands bt it wes way too late when i came back..so i decided not to cuz im meeting baby the next day so i want him to haf his rest..anyway lucky i didn't go cuz kasim wes there..i don give a shit bout him anymore cuz i'm happy with my dear sweet honey sugar baby ACIT..so baby,u dn worry k cuz i'm already over him the day i met u n im thankful to hafyz for bringing us together cuz im contented to have u in my life n i will never ask for more cuz i've gt u syg..lotsa hugs n kisses!!muacks!!

on new years day itself i have tons n tons of fun ok!!! tho i am so effing late n i sincerely appologise k syg..put that aside..we went to play pool after eating at mc..supposed to play at the other end of the level bt it wes close..close fer gd so we've gt no choice cuz we ain't gonna play at cineleisure tho the table is gd bt the rate wes double so we decided to try..the table wasn't that bad n it wes freakin cheap lor..at $4 per hour in town some more..cheap rite

!i'm already so excited that its cheap bt that place i tell u uh..last warning xia..its damn packed with filipino n indonesian maid plus bangla n thai workers! wahlao..so we dn care n played like we usually do..sumpah orng seme irritated n so freakin jealous of us cuz we're laughing real hard while finishin the games faster than people arnd us..aku dah lah ketawe kuat nk mampos..kt sebelah kite minah n mat..kept lookin n kept trying to be louder that us n they kept repeating "AH LOBANG MANE?LOBANG MANE?"bt we don't give a shit..sumpah kite main tk kisah orng..till one of the man beside our table were laughing with us..ape tk, baby nk shoot i can shift the ball near the cushion bt he managed to shoot ok..my baby wes damn good lor..n he can do the sardine face n put one more ball at the table n he thinks i don't noe..bleh kekek cm orng giler sak..smpai tk sempat pay i high tide till canot tahan xia..bt whoohooooo!!! i had fun se...my boyfie is really 1 in a million..

bt the saddest part wes at the need of the day he had to leave me to go back to camp..gonna miss him so much..bt i've gt his fav italy 925 chain..gonna miss him so much!!! BABY I LOVE! MUACKS!!

karaoke wes great..i had quality time with my family..here u go pictures on that day..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOMMY AND DADDY!!! MUACKS!

Monday, December 31, 2007

ok i swear im nt gonna paint my nails when i meet him cuz im gonna be late..i noe i promised nt tobe late nt im sorry baby! alah 5 min je kn..huahahahah!! as soon as i reached ps, we booked the tickets to i am legend se then we went to play snooker at concourse and kite mcm orng kaye eh ingat dekat so we took the cab..wah very near kene $8 eh..the cab fair damn jialat leh..expensive ok..den we took bus to suntec..jalan2 smpai geram bab tkde pay kt dlm tangan..i wanna buy lots of things tau bt money crisis lah! damn it!

after which we took bus to ps to watch I AM LEGEND!! it wes oklah..wasn't as action pack as i expected bt its will smith babe..of course it wes good..bt its abit short n the execution wasn't that good lah..in that show,i swear he's freakin retarded lor..hahahaha..we took the last show lah..tu tkpe..den mcm mane nk alik se! where gt bus..sunday where gt niterider..confident xia i tot haf..nk naik cab da tebiat!!

so we spent the nite in town..go along the street of orchard n took pictures n my baby saw ralph lauren italy t-shirt ok..they haf france n japan BT THEY DON HAF SPAIN XIA!! wahlao! damn nt fair lor!! tkpe bie..i go n find lah eh..jiwe tetap spain eh..panggil zidane butt head aru tau!!hahahah!! i had fun with my syg tho the day went thru a rollercoaster ride bt im so fucking happy wif my baby!!!my sweet honey darling!! BIG HUG!! ;)

Sunday, December 30, 2007

IM OFF TODAY!!! this is special cuz its nt gonna happen again! haha..whoohooo!! i'll be goin out with my baby later..hehe..i'm so gonna watch I AM LEGEND...beeen wanting to watch it so i'm anticipating!! yipee..n tmrw! i'll be spending countdown with my family..i noe u guys think that it would be lame or pathetic bt i'm so gonna enjoy myself..bt nw i gotta get ready before baby screams at me...i'm meeting him soon n i'm yet to paint my nails!! wheeheee!! i promise im nt gonna be late so i'm so gonna rush..take care peeps! i'm out!

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