i'm a freakin happy gerl rite nw cuz he's finally landed safely back in singapore n the first phonecall he made wes to me!!! whooohooo!! WELCOME TO SINGAPORE my dear!!!!...hehe..im meeting him later after work..wes supposed to meet him like the whole day bt cuz ben made a hell lot of noise so i decided to work in the afternoon n go out with him later...so i gotta get dress jumping arnd cuz im goddamn happy fellas!! n plus i woke up like so fucking aerly till i haf the freakin time to update..haha..u change when ur happy man!! whoohoo..gotta get dress nw!! gd day mates!!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
BELIEVE IT OR NOT!!! MY WAIT IS FINALLY OVER!!!HE'S FREAKING COMING BACK!!!
!!WHOOHOOO!!
HE'S COMING BACK TODAY!! WHOOHOOO!! *JUMPSAROUND...well, its nt exactly today,its wednesday morning..bt i still consider it today!!! whee!! i cant wait to see him tmrw..ur greatly missed by of course ME!! its been 2 weeks!i missed everything abt u..ur smile,ur funny self praises,ur hugs,ur laughter n mostly i missed u! so come back quick ok..haha!! i cant wait lah..N GOD IM SO BORED RITE NW..counting the hours..its draggy ok..oh wells..he's gonna come back eventually..hehe..cya soon dear! muacks!! hehehehe...
i AM still in a shock cuz yest me n farah received a $50 tip from the lady..wow! that wes the bomb..the highest we haf got so far!! haha..it cud cover a few days of my daily expense se..hehe..BIG SHOCKED! ok nw i admit die BIG FUCK k..guess thats how the human mind works...haha..ok bye! n plus i like farah's fwenster blog tho half of the time i don't really catch what she says!! haha..
Sunday, November 18, 2007
I AM FREAKIN WORKING TMRW!!! BEN!!! STUPID IDEA!!!! it wes all because of father jean paul n melvis wee..die mane nye big fuck..very irritating xia..tp tkpe..i made the best out of the situation myself..haha..got off on wed cuz he'll come back on wed morning..so its a two days off fer me..tues n wed..yipee!!!he's coming back!!
BUT today me n farah had rotten luck cuz the past few days we were rolling man..tips keep coming in..each of us got 25 each for the past days..but today it wes like 0 xia plus no cash transaction...padan muke aku!!!2 more days to go lah..im happy tau!! wheheee!!
p.s: love,3 more days to go..i'll be waiting fer u....
Saturday, November 17, 2007
i chased away my cuzzins cuz they wanted to sleep over..wes very pissed with the fact that aid took my bro's fon n used it like it wes his..no question asked ok..ive provided u n this is how u repay me? taking our stuffs n converting it to ur own..the least u could do is asked..it wasn't the first time..kau n kakak ko leh do n brambos eh..ungrateful freaks..i backed u guys up when my mom refuse to let u guys in n u guys cant even apply to the simple rules i gave..n i still closed both eyes..but tis is up to my limits ok..very2 irritating!!!!
went to watch beowulf with naz at cineleisure jz nw..told him it wes a cartoon but he just wont believe me..so we went on..i'll confirm look like a freak tmrw morning..n the stupid thing is..i have cravings fer ice creams so we went to swensens lah..we reached there at arnd 1.50 after buying the tix n the movie starts at 2.10!!!! how about tat?? n we only realised it when we're seated down..so we're like rushing the waiter n he's kinda nice cuz the fact that he managed to rush my order in time..haha..n guess wat!! TAUFIK BATISAH walked pass us!!! arghh!!! but i didn't go gaga cuz i don wanna get myself embarassed! hahaha...
our convo went like this.. naz: "isn't that taufik batisah?" me: "oh really? r u freakin sure?" naz: "DUH! i watched singapore idol u noe!" me: "eh? oh its really him uh?oh ok.."
n i went back to enjoying my cookie summit... bt there's no point going gaga over them cuz they r still human beings n they require privacy ok..but that doesn't change the fact that he's hot,sexy n he sings ok! n that turns me on!! whohoo!!!
back to the story..we gobbled our fries n ice creams then i went on to pay the bill n naz shouted at me for leaving a $4+ tips..HELLO!! ITS ONLY $4+..u dont need to argue over it eh..anyway during the movie i actually laughed all thruout cuz part of it i just find soo crude n stupid n at the 1st part of the movie naz told me.."i cant believe ive been cheated..this is a cartoon!!" n plus the monster mcm tourette xia....hahahahaha..as i much as i love tis bf of mine! he's jz damn stoopid! hahaha..sorry naz..its jz the fact...i hate it when i have to say...I TOLD U SO! aku da ckp kn..ko degil..padan muke.. oh well i jz reached n m so sleepy..gd nite people!
p.s:gd nite my dear..haf a gd nite sleep..
Friday, November 16, 2007
sometimes i just felt as if im carrying a freakin BIG burden on my shoulders..the expectations are high n i don think im strong enuf to be facing all this..i never wanted to be a letdown but its tiring to be fulfilling everything that is ponited out to satisfy other people's imperfections..no doubt im always putting a on smile but that doesn't mean im ok with everything! EH..people has limits ok..n there's a limit on how much i could stand..so if u think im gonna keep quiet n carry UR burden then u can forget it! cuz no good deed goes unpunished..
WORK IS HELL.. HOUSE IS HELL.. GO FIGURE!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Clarity Westgrand Boulevard
Most of our time is spent apart, most of the year we're far. Intense is the word that comes to mind, whenever we're back together. When I saw you from across the yard, one look and you took my heart. It's content being in it's place, and it feels it's teathered.
And I don't know how you feel about that. If you're sad if you're mad if you're glad. But I do know the feeling of waiting and waiting and falling so slowly, breaking your heart is like breaking a glass, I get cut by the shards, I get cut by the past so...
Please.... I don't know I don't know I don't know but it's killing me. Please..... I don't know I don't know I don't know, but it's killing me.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
today, me myra n naz went out to tamp..wes a last min plan lah..myra forgot to bring her uniform so i made her go home n change..we ate at century square's food republic i think..of course the halal one lah..haha..n we went on takin neoprints..naz n me freaked out when the lady pulled the shutter halfway down cuz they're closing..haha..literally went beserk..keke..n we took more pics at the tamp park..kecoh..they r the ones i really had fun with uh..my bimbo n my stoopid ass frenz!! haha! love u guys!! muah2!! huahahahaha..
p.s: myra is afraid to rats n she calls it RATATOUILLE n she made me slipped n fall cuz of a tiny 1..embarassing ok..BIMBO!! =(
Friday, November 9, 2007
work haf been givin me headache lah..now ive got to handle 3 more staff n scouting for people to work for the new place is tough..not even a single renovation is done n we're opening in like 1 n a half month..n my boss is takin easy xia..haiz..dgr2 aku bnyk tangan pe nk bikin seme..menu kene type out, staff nk kene train, uniform material nk kene carik, kunci kene duplicate, phone system quotation nk kene compare, abeh nk kene stock taking..dgr2 ade jantan pe nk angkat2 pinggan mangkuk seme! bodoh..im nt paid enuf to run all this xia..tis is nt a job of a wait staff!!! urgh!!! stress babe!!
n he's on a field trip rite nw so haven't heard from him yet..missed him so much..hope he's fine ther..so far he's been really great..been msgin n callin me tho he's at another part of the country..he put a smile on my face evrytime..n plus, i find myself wakin up in the mornin smiling to myself!! haha..weird..but wth..this is life so jz live it! =)
p.s: can u cut the trip short..i missed u..
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
tho we just met, everything went perfect..we could like talk all the way to the wee hrs of the morn without feeling sick of each other..n the fact that we could talk abt every single thing without offending each other jz amazes me..nw that ur goin off to taiwan i find myself missing u so much..bt im lucky i could spent my days wif u before u pack ur bags n cross the boundaries for the nation's sake..heven't spent enuf time yet n u hafta go...i hope i could understand ur life in there as much as i hope u could understand my job in here..we'll get thru this ordeal n 3 weeks is gonna be fast k darling..i'm gonna miss u a whole lot n all i would think of is our laughter,SHANE and ur smile..gonna miss u ..take care out there..i'll see u back here in 3 weeks time..muacks!
Monday, November 5, 2007
i did mention i'm nt ready yet but after today,i'm sure of myself..i got myself attached to him when people mite be thinkin that its darn too early cuz i just met him for god's sake..but i trust my intuition n it says move forward n never turned back..somehow i felt a sense of security n judging by the way im laughing, smiling and feeling nw, it realised i've nt been here for a very long time..i love him n i'm damn freaking sure that its nt infatuation..
guide me to a brighter day my love... u entered my life.. n i hope it wont be soon before long..
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