spin around this garden of hope ;
Monday, January 7, 2008
whoohoo!! finally i haf this time to update my sweet blog...huahahaha..been goin home early but still haven't had the time yet to update..my bro is always invading the comp..things have been goin damn hectic in my life..the shop is unable to open as the food shop license has nt been approved yet..the date of opening is yet to be confirmed n booking have been fixed..n if we cant open on the day the booking is fixed, i have to freakin explain to the customers..thats my JOB..fixing craps done by my 2 bosses..i cant wait tho for the opening..its gonna be damn nice cuz the designing is purely done by me n ben so i hope its good..stress like shit lah but when it forms up..its unique n special in its own way..
i cant take office politics anymore lah ok..i'm getting sick n tired of havin to deal with ur jealousy ok..its nt my fault what happen to u ok so don't come picking on me..doesn't mean jz cause ur older that me u can demand more when u cant even fulfill ur job..ur lucky enuf i'm tolerating ur nonsence n im helping u doin ur job n u wanna freakin talk behind my back..u wanna get my position, go ahead..its nt as if its a million dollar position..take over..if u can handle den i leave it all to u..im sick of leading anyway..u don wanna take instruction frm me den fine..u can haf ur own way..u talked n laugh with me n i almost considered u a fren bt when i heard u go around complainin bout me, i jz had it ok..u may be a really nice fren bt ur jealousy n bein power hungry wont take u anywhere near any1 u can call a fren..nw that u decided nt to leave,work is work..other than that we're nothin..
enuf bout the shop, naz sent me a msg yest..he missed both me n myra..i wonder when we'll have the time to meet cuz of my job n his ns..myra is flexible when it comes to weekends cuz she's gt a 9-5 job so its nt hard on her..haven't arrange meetings with hafyz n the kepeks yet..since he came back from taiwan i haven't been able to meet him..im sorry hafiz..hope ya understand aite..im still here if u nid me ok..
im thankful to be bless with a perfect loving family,n a loving partner..the bond that i haf with him is priceless..no one can make me feel the way he did..no one..nt even close..he's way different from what i met so far..its nt easy to love me..its nt easy to change me..but he'll do whatever it takes to love me n to be with me..i wan him to love me for who i am n he did..i hope we'll make it thru n whatever u dream about will come true 1 day baby..i love u..
