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Saturday, June 12, 2010
oh god.im still awake currently.jz finished watching bounty hunter that bb bought.its gt 7 movies in 1 cd.wanted to watch dear john bt promised bb last week we'd watch it ova the weekend tog so im savin it for us.well at least when im well enuf.i still dn really recall hw i ended up here when i cud actually walk myself to the polyclinic on that fateful day.
i didnt know that the athsma that i had on me for 7 freaking years is worsening.ive gt ALOT of inflamation goin on inside of me.i did a chest xray yest and jz nw they were scanning my face cuz im diagnose wif sinus and cuz of my severe headaches.ive had all this happening to me on seperate occasions bt yest it all came in a shot.boy was i caught offguard.one thing i learnt frm doctors is they couldn't work in call centres.they were exchanging shifts and THEY STUPIDLY ASKED THE SAME QUESTIONS.one of which was, since when hv u been having athsma.i told 4 freaking doctors and 3 nurses already it was eversince i was 15 and i was on 6 nabs of 15 mins ventolin already! my throat was sore and i was dehydrated.communication breakdown or they hate to share info.u wudnt wanna noe wat else they asked.
i was warded cuz i wasnt improving.ive gt 4 holes thru my veins already. 2 of which came off cuz they did nt seal it properly.its fucking painful to even sleep cuz i cant toss around as and when i like.ive been giving a whole lot of medication and i still do not noe when im going out frm here.hospital food sucks! tasteless vegetarian bee hoon soup for bfast.pls lah.plus im the only patient who cud walk in this ward or even this freaking building.seriuosly.i came dwn for breakfast at arnd 11am and im the only one wearing pink hospital uniform and when i walked around the whole building,im still the only one! if they are goin to put me here longer,im demanding to go home and i will freaking take my own risk.
when i get out frm here,no more constant cold drinks,contrabands,kreteks,season fruits and green chillies okie.i promise.nw god pls let me get better and i will forever be grateful.
gotta rest nw.
nitie nite!
